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  • Well you just gonna use it but maybe not tell people who you want upvotes from about it or something, it’s not a huge problem

    The problem isn’t “is it moral” the problem is “is it good?” And it just isn’t that good.

    I have like 10 game ideas that I want to play myself, waiting for when it finally gets good.

    For example a Silo simulation game like dwarf fortress adventure mode story generator with 1000 residents of a silo all interacting with each other and causing periodic events like rebellions and such. Another one is Star Wars galaxy 2D simulation with all the trading and ships and sort of sid meyers pirates feel. Basically once there is a franchise I like I want to create a game about it, sandbox style and interact with the world within

    I don’t really have time or patience to dig over through quirks of unity ecs dots though. Not yet anyway. Maybe it is even more of ecs problem in itself because it is such a construction site with tons of depreciated and in-2-months “outdated” features. It needs to be finished by unity first I guess




  • It’s a bit of tomfoolery to be honest. I have no idea what I written here but it sounds like ramblings of a lunatic the logic of who made some perverse sense few hours ago but it is too emphemeral to understand after some time passes.

    I am method acting comments on lemmy for some reason, looking to see what happens I guess

    The thing is I could craft a perfect comment that would be likeable but what would that give me other than empty dopamine?

    It’s far more interesting to go against this desire of validation and see what happens.

    Can we truly free ourselves from the need to conform? Is it possible?

    Nothing I have written recently was written to please an audience. Maybe I have done too much to the other side now, to irritate the audience but that’s how you seek those ways.

    All that effort to stop audience in defining who you are and seek authenticity. To stop “being perceived” as the prime factor in “being”


  • I have big narc tendencies and lemme tell ya that shit would kill me. The only point I am saying this is to harden the fuck up through some niche forum so that ‚public embarrassment’ doesn’t feel like dying anymore.

    It kinda worked. But it took a lot of trolling like a lot and multiple bans on any possible social media you can imagine to shape oneself into someone more resistant to words.

    First gain resistance by learning to say whatever shit is on your tongue and feel nothing about consequences and then come back to reason and you feel like unlocking superpower. Finally not shaped by others but being more of a rock staying solid and unaffected by external factors whatever happens.

    The hardest battles are those we fight with ourselves







  • Googledotcom@lemm.eetoLemmy Shitpost@lemmy.worldminor tomfoolery 🛻💨🎶
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    19 days ago

    I guess I was trying to make fun of you but it may have been a little too try hardy

    No harsh feelings I think I was once like you when I was younger. It’s kind of embarrassing looking back at young self and thinking omg I was so angry and rebellious at such petty things, why was I like this? I don’t know why, I guess such is life