Life is a fever dream. I’d really like to wake up now

Or reconstruct the whole damn government. Entire thing is fucked

I have a mixture of types of thought processes. I mostly think in pictures and play things out in my head like a silent movie, but sometimes I have a monologue. Sometimes I think in a way I can’t describe with words.

I got the reusable tray recently and it’s been great. I save like $30/month using it. A lot of people think I’m crazy for shelling out so much on a litter box, but it’s totally worth it. It’s so easy.

I use a pet safe brand autoscooping litter box. It has disposable litter containers and reusable ones. It’s hella expensive, but worth it cause one pack of litter lasts 2-3 weeks for me. I’m also lazy, and it eliminates daily scooping.

The days are long but the years are short

SCP material

I miss Dat Boi

Thank you.

I remember that stage. I went on vacation with a guy I was dating at that stage and I couldn’t do any of the fun shit on the nearby lake. I just sat on the boat.

Thank you for the advice! I am non-weightbearing until December 8th. After that I can walk with my boot thing on. I’ll still be using my walker then as a precaution. I don’t want to fall and break anything else.

I’m going to take things slow so I don’t need any future surgeries. My mom had ankle surgery and didn’t care for herself properly and started doing things too fast. She ended up needing a second surgery because of that, and now she probably needs a third, but is putting off going to a doctor. I do not want to end up in a situation like that.

It feels exactly like a tattoo itch. I can’t even smack the area because the flesh in my ankle and my bones are still healing :(

The pain from my bones breaking is a SUPER close second to an unscratchable itch.

The last time I used ice, it made my leg muscles tighten up and it hurt so fucking bad. I’m hesitant to use ice when my leg isn’t swollen because of the pain it caused last time.

No thank you lmao. My skin felt like it was tearing off for like a week after I broke my ankle/leg. It was so swollen that my skin was blistering. It took a week for it to get to the point where the surgeon could perform the operation safely. It was absolutely disgusting lol.

Idk why, but I totally thought heat would make itching worse. I’m gonna have to try that!

Omg I had a bilateral reduction a few years ago and it was awful. I hope your partners’ recovery goes smoothly! It’s a rough one, for sure.

I tried a Benadryl yesterday and all it did was knock me out for 12 hours. That’s better than being itchy, but I work tomorrow and can’t sleep that long again lol.

A blow dryer sounds like a good idea! I check for rashes and infection multiple times a day and everything looks totally fine. The incisions are sealed and look better than I thought they would, tbh. I totally expected them to look gnarly, but they’re really flat and neat already lol l.

The gabapentin works pretty well for my headaches. I take 400mg daily and it does well combined with the aimovig I take once a month. I only get about one migraine a month now.

I am currently on venlafaxine for my depression. My psychiatrist also put me on amitriptyline for the nerve pain and it’s taken the pain away for the most part. Now I’m just dealing with the weird numbness and annoying itchiness. I left a message for my surgeon to see if I should be worried about the numbness. It’s starting to spread and I just wanna make sure it’s nothing serious lol.

Ya know, you right. Best solution lmao